| Sorry I haven't updated in like forever I've been grounded and really busy so yea haven't had a chance to... yesterday Emily came over and we had a cook-out with WOAH and now she's officially part of the WOAH!! club ha ha you got woah-ed ha ha I love you that was the most fun I've had in a while because things just keep getting worse and worse as time goes on one bad thing after another i've never been more happy for it to be summer vacation WOO though 3 months won't heal all this. Everything + Everyone is changing everyone I care about I've lost in some way to death, distance, drama highschool, gossip, drugs, popularity in some form I've lost everyone I once was close to Okay the other weekend I went to Jordin's b/c she's moving like I said I'm lsing everyone so Emmie and I went to her house and tried to have fun with her. Thursday Emily and I went to graduation to see everyone graduate woot then found out some disturbing things then went home with Emily afterward and we called Monica to see if she had her phone with her and I ended up talking to her mom and she does care about Monica she's a typical mom Monica is soo lucky to have her and she takes her for granted. Monica if you can somehow read this she cares adn so does your dad everything you've told me about them has been a lie it's not as bad as you make it out to be; try talking to your mom she wants to be involved in your life yeah you need your space I get that but you get way too much when you don't even know about you're own family than should tell you something get involved in your family you'll be suprised the trust you will earn you'll be happier and get to do more things moving on...School Thursday was so gay a bunch of us just skipped first period it was fuuun then the assembly was dumb, long, and boring the only reason I went was because it's Jordi's last day at west henderson high school  I did find out they made a memorial scholarship in memory of my uncle Jimmi Reemes I really miss him I saw my 6th grade teacher Ms. Subler she came up to me and said hi don't ask me how she remembers me it's kinda scary. Oh Kelsey I would have called you I just forgot your number sorry to worry you darling. And I failed algebra so I get to be a freshman next year grrr I'm so angry but my first freshman year is already over dispite all the recent crap looking back on it overall it was an okay year my girls and I have had some laughs
Highlights of the 2005 school year: --dance 1 was the best;; raise your hand if your sure, ha ha Katay you fell right on your butt, Sarah's having a baby?, there was a rat on your finger? Lindsey-chicken wings? exited? in the pants? when are we gonna run away? to canada? the waffle house and mcdonalds 1 more time I love you and Aubrie that was too fuuun, do you know what kind of train this is? we laughed so hard he was so obnoxious, dancing and falling in the isles of the movie theater, throwing popcorn at people gah I miss you girl we had some good times and more to come
--PE was crazy;; but Mrs. Stanley I don't understand, Kesha the twinkie, hokie pokie elmo, the purse, the stapler, throwing books at each other, the black-out hat hair, the hit list, cheerleaders ahh, there too many to count Jordan S.- I remember when we met us yelling sexual comments across the feild? not that couldn't have been us you're crazy + such a good friend you've helped me through so much and make me laugh so hard I cry thank you for everything I love you to death girl Tricia- ha we've had some good times getting in trouble in science, the circle, wenis head, ralph, dancing in the dark, you always singin to me, yours and kelley's dance, pizza rolls, melanoma, and many more I love you sooo much we really need to hang out this summer
--World History was the shat;; it's in highlighter I can't read it, pushing emily out of her desk, the swamp, read the diagram, bipolar hobo, sell:smell:and spend my cheese, uhh I found it in the bathroom,boobs, and sooo many more
--Ferrell Woman's class was fun;; Bridget-This much, Dill, 11:11,11/11/11, the horney toad, france is in England that was sooo much fun I love you my love bug Kaitlin-ha ha you were snoring so loud we've been through soo much over these past two years you've been a real bizotch at times and yet others a funny kid dispite it all I don't know what I would do with-out you miss wang wang you know I heart you
Bad Parts of this year: personal problems, Chaise's death yes I was close to him thank you, Brie scaring me in her wreck, almost losing Kim, more personal problems, Losing Monica, and now Jordi is leaving me what else could go wrong? --I will end this entry with two personal shout-outs to two of my friends who have helped me through a-lot lately and deserve it: Emily;; we've had some good times: donkey rides, karate at 3am, martha stewart Emily martha stewart, Saggie Toodies are foever oops I mean Toddies ha ha, WOAH!!, the shoes in the tree, we were on the tip of the what?, I can't wait till we get old look I got a new wrinkle you're so envious aren't you?, we're gonna get crows feet way too early thanks for always being there especially lately I would die with-out you Emily Luaren Hubbard Jordi--I can't beleive you're really leavingme we've been through so much adn we're still aliva aren't we? and hella strong because of it I'm still trying to figure out what I'm going to do with out you, you once filled a part of my heart that is now empty and will never be full again I hate losing everyone especially you, you know almost everything about me and I don't share that with anyone you will take a peice of my heart with you wherever you go you've changed my life and I can't thank you enough for everything I will always miss you and love you just don't forget me okay?
"Yeah, Yeah Yeah, Yeah Walking example of you Wait for the silence Talking backwards to you It meant nothing to me Watching the world fall on you I'm keeping my eyes closed Now I can see what this means to you It meant nothing to me" |
